I love you just the way you are

The rabbi always says you can't change the world until you accept things just the way they are. I think that applies to myself as well. I am always fighting against myself. Dr. L says change the negatives to positives. Make the foibles things you love about your self...

I love that I'm terrified to take responsibility
I love that every new assignment scares the shit out of me
I love that I think I will suck at every new thing I try
I love that I watch tv and smoke pot during all of my free time
I love that I make most of my time free time
I love that I haven't worked to improve my skills since the last job ended
I love that I barely do any writing and then I lament that writing doesn't come easy
I love that I revert to the excuse that I didn't study writing or filmmaking in college
I love that I've realized that I didn't do or learn much at all in college
I still love that I graduated summa cum laude
I love that I love doing nothing most of the time